Just want to be taken care of. Really.
You don’t need me, I can see you’re having much more fun now, with friends and all. Bet you’ve plans all lined up till the end of this year, why should I even bother you? Don’t want to be a hindrance.. So you won’t ever have to compromise, you won’t have headaches when it comes to choosing who to spend your time with and when, this way, you are free to do what you want, when you want, without having to be responsible right, and to feel free.. Are you ready for commitment? I was, I really was.. I feel like doing silly things again
Sigh I want to run into a wall right now, and just die.
It really hurts..
I feel like retreating back into my shell again, withdrawing from everything else, this is all my fault, I shouldn’t be in people’s way, if they want me there, they will make time and effort
Just when I took a leap of faith yesterday afternoon, it feels like my heart has just dropped to an all time low. Its disappointing to know that….
I can see now, that the choice is clear, friends over lovers. I am speechless, I feel like the burden, I really should back off, even when we’re not together I still feel like burden? Why? I guess I’m not as fun as your friends, ah well I’m to blame :)
A man’s chest is a girl’s comfort zone. It is a warm feeling when a girl is leaning her head through a guy’s chest. It is not just about lust or anything. But, it is way to comfort herself. There’s a sense of security when you just feel the lovely curves in his chest. It’s like listening to his heartbeat and feeling her breath beneath your hair. You’ll talk about happy things and you can fall asleep. It’s one of the best yet simple moments that you can cherish with the person that you love so much.